What to say.
B is in Willard
Tim is in New York
Heather Ann is in Perryburg

A Vey Epic Summer has nearly come to an end.

I made a lot of mistakes this summer. But i also made a lot of strides.
I hurt someone, for the very last time. it rocks me to the core , when i think about all the pain i inflicted. no words could ever be enough. and i would explain myslef if i knew how.. but I can only defend what i know, and when it comes to the ways that i have turned my back on you- i know nothing, i am a blank slate.
Instead if opening my mouth before i think, from now on , to you my words will just be few.

B - Things are not like they used to be. I miss running with you, and I miss really last minute choices to watch a movie in the man cave when nothing else seemed exciting. You're such a great friend and nothing will change that . BFFL.. lol. im such a dork .

Im at a point when the next decsions i make are gonna be huge.
pretty much life defining descions.
But Im really not that scared.
I mean when you have Jesus, the things i used to fear suddenly seem so small.

My world has taken a complete 180..but im not complaining..im excited.
things are clearing up.
My questions are slowly diminishing. :)

Peace Out_
AL

Maybe Facebook is bad for me.
Maybe cell phones are overrated.
Maybe I should spend more time alone.
Am I going to act on any of these thoughts? prolly not.
Although Ive been alone all day..hmm.

This wind is really becoming bothersome.
My hair is useless outdoors in his wind..and what good is a useless head of hair? none.

Indians Game tomorrow with my favorite people minus 1 or 2.

Booking photo shoots right and left..and feeling pretty good about it.

Its a friday night and I sit at home.. but thats okay ..I have tons of editing to do.
Videos, photos and such.

thought i would take a breather and Blog..so i did ..
THE END

A good day

today is absolutely wonderful outside.
i ran not a long run really..but a good run.
I watched my nephews draw with sidewalk chalk and myles fell asleep in my lap on the porch swing.
I plan on doind something outside this evening..and going to watch greys anatomy with heather..(we missed it last thursday.)
back to the norm tomorrow.
It had to happen sometime.

so many thoughts today...didnt have to babysit so i had some times for me.
i didnt even turn on the tv today ..although i have been on the computer a whole lot :/
So i have two incredible hospital bills..and i mean incredibly high hospital bills, from when i got food poisoning. I will eventually get them paid off i guess.
My cough gets really bad and then it stops for a while and then when i lay down at night it gets the worst of all...and i can hardly sleep..so some pray for my health, and this nasty cough would be appreciated.

Ever just feel like you have everything in place, and then you get those moments to urself and you realize nothing is coming together, and everything is out of place.
Yeah i get those.

I like to go back and listen to the songs that really mean something to me. Songs that i havent heard in a long time.
Today i listened to "Let that be enough" by switchfoot.
Its a great song .. if u dont know it ..check it out.

not too much else to say i think i'll go work out or run ..or something.lol

-AL